Never give up.

I know right now it may seem like life has broken you down. You may feel like there is no hope, that tomorrow will not bring a brighter day. However, being at rock bottom, there is no further way down. The only direction is up.

I would like you to do one thing … believe. Believe and know that your life will improve. It will change for the better. This will happen, only if you change.

There is a saying that has come to mean a lot to me lately, “Nothing changes if nothing changes.”

What is self-sabotage?

One aspect of self-sabotage can be seen when you take actions that do not benefit but actually cause a detriment to your progress in life.

“But king Solomon loved many strange women …” 1 Kings 11:1

The second aspect of self-sabotage can be seen throughout your own life when you allow fear to impede your progress or prevent you from meeting your goals. You overthink due to fear of an unpleasant outcome or reality, which leads to counterproductive reactions that push others away or stagnate your relationships and accomplishments. You think you’re not good enough for that job or that relationship or that endeavor. And because of your self-limiting belief, you become stagnant and remain on the same level without upward or forward movement.

“For Yahuah has not given you a spirit of fear, but of power, love and a sound mind.” 2 Timothy 1:7

Remember who you are, and to Whom you belong. You are a child of the King, an heir of eternal salvation through Yahusha Ha Mashiah. Yah’s good pleasure is to give you the Kingdom. Therefore, as you walk in alignment with Him, you are counted worthy of the good gifts of heaven, the dew that falls freely from the Father of lights, in Whom is no shadow of turning. It pleases the Most High to bless His children. So before you think yourself unworthy, understand and know that you are the child of the living Elohim.

Be perfected in love, and walk in confidence in Him, knowing and believing that you are deserving of every good and perfect gift.

To you, the misguided soul. The one who finds themself wandering from place to place, without rest, filled with anxiety and constant worry. Worry that your life isn’t going the way you planned, meandering through one bad decision after another in hopes that somehow two wrongs will eventually make a right.

“Beloved, do not believe every spirit, but test the spirits whether they are of Yahuah: because many false prophets are gone out into the world. This is how you know the Spirit of Yahuah: Every spirit that confesses that Yahusha Ha Mashiah is come in the flesh is of Yahuah: And every spirit that does not confesses that Yahusha Ha Mashiah is come in the flesh is not of Yahuah … You are of Yahuah, little children, and have overcome them: because greater is He that is in you, than he that is in the world. They are of the world: therefore they speak of the world, and the world hears them.” 1 John 4:1-5 (partial)

Be guided by the Pure, Holy, Just, and Set Apart Spirit of Yahuah. This way, you will no longer wander but find rest for your soul.

It is important that we understand that when the Word of Yahuah says that the fool says that there is no Elohim in his heart, the Word speaks of the heart representing the soul, which is the seat of our mind, will and emotions. Someone who says in his heart that there is no Elohim is someone that, though they may profess with their lips that they believe in Yahuah, and might attend church, in their heart, meaning in their mind, will, and emotions they behave as if there is no Yahuah.

How can we discern this behavior? How does this belief manifest itself?

1. Attending church but little adherence to the Word

2. Tempting others or seducing others out of their righteous mind

3. Using many words without knowledge of the Truth of Yah’s Word

4. Speaking without any real meaning — meaningless words

5. Acting without thought of consequences

6. Not resisting temptation

7. Lacking foresight

8. Not seeking the Most High

9. Not KNOWING the Most High

10. Working iniquity and sin

Please, get some help.

I mean, it can be argued that we all need help. But you, my fellow being, will need a little more than the average person.

Whether or not you’re a believer, it is imperative I let you know that you are operating under the influence of Lucifer himself. You show forth the characteristics of a devil.

You who lie, cheat, manipulate and have the incessant desire to control and step on whoever you need to in order to achieve your goals, are the exact replica, spiritually and mentally, as Ha Satan himself.

“Now the serpent was more crafty than any beast of the field that the LORD God had made. And he said to the woman, ‘Did God really say, “You must not eat from any tree in the garden?”’ ” Genesis 3:1 (emphasis added)

There is a difference between just being alone versus being lonely. The former is a physical state, while the other is mental and spiritual.

Many people assume that because they are alone it must mean they are lonely. However, these individuals should take good look into themselves. Do they truly feel loneliness?

If your answer to the aforementioned question is indeed yes, then this letter is for you.

Prior to understanding who I was with the Most High, I also had bouts of loneliness. This happened even when family and friends that love and care about me were around. As stated above, feeling lonely is a mental/spiritual state not a physical one. Therefore, it didn’t matter whom I had in my life at the time. I still felt lonely.

My journey out of that mentally debilitating state was a path taken through Yah’s Word, and in developing an unbreakable bond with Him.

“Be strong and courageous. Do not fear or be in dread of them, for it is Yahuah your Elohim who goes with you. He will not leave you nor forsake you." Deuteronomy 31:8

A mean-spirited person is one that is motivated by a cruel desire to cause pain or harm to someone else. These individuals tend to be low-vibrational beings, parasitic entities, like blood-sucking vampires, who take pleasure in the misery, suffering and anguish of others. When these individuals enter a room of positive people, it is almost as if the negative energy they bring can be felt by those closest to their vicinity. If they can’t cause the high frequency of energy in the room to lessen, they won’t be able to handle it, and will flee for a time to recuperate.

Are you such a person? Do you find yourself being pleased by the sadness and emotional upheaval of others? Do you like it when things don’t go well for those around you? Do you revel in their downfall?

If you answered “yes” to any of the aforementioned questions, you are a mean-spirited person and wicked in your dealings with others.

If you think there are no consequences to your actions, you have another think coming.

Those who are noncommittal do not express or show commitment to a definite opinion or course of action. They are often evasive, wary, and on the fence in decisions and expression of their beliefs. One can never truly tell which cause the noncommittal individual supports or is passionate about, because they have nothing to show for it.

“I know your works, that you are neither cold nor hot. I wish you were cold or hot. So then, because you are lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will vomit you out of My mouth.” Revelation 3:15-16

The Spirit of Yahuah, through Yahusha, expressed this sentiment concerning the lukewarm, i.e. noncommittal and “on the fence” individual. The Most High would rather you choose to follow Him, or remain in sin. If you are on the fence or evasive, you will be rejected, and on the same path as the children of wrath.

“With the kind You show Yourself kind; with the perfect one You show Yourself perfect; with the clean You show Yourself clean; and with the wicked You show Yourself twisted.” Psalm 18:25-26

I call these verses and those like it throughout the Word, “mirror, mirror” verses, because they show the impartiality of Yah. They make salient “you reap what you sow.” Don’t think you will sow evil, and reap good. There are laws in the spiritual realm which render that premise null and void.

Play stupid games, win stupid prizes.

This is the end of the manipulator. You will reap destruction, because you sow destruction in the lives of others.

The only solution is to to turn from your wicked ways. Seek Yah and live. Yea, seek the living El so that His Holy Spirit can transform your mind and set you on a right, straight path.

I have heard the phrase “misery loves company” a great deal throughout my life. At this point, it’s become more of a proverb. When someone is miserable, they are constantly unhappy, sorrowful, uncomfortable or downright grumpy. Sometimes they choose to isolate themself. While at other times, they would rather be the parasitic vampire in a room full of positive people, attempting to suck the very life out of the social gathering.

No matter the situation, the miserable are in need of a great deal of help.

Are you obsessive?

Don’t despair.

I can tell you that there is a Being with whom one can have a healthy obsession. An obsession that is clean and pure. One that leads to light and life. That Being is none other than the Spirit of Yahuah.

Since physical violence is obvious when inflicted or acted upon, our focus will be on mental/spiritual violence.

The weapons of this type of violence are words.

“The sin of their mouth is the words of their lips, and they are captured in their pride, and for the cursing and lying they utter.” Psalm 59:12

“Do not be envious of evil men, nor desire to be with them; for their heart devises violence, and their lips talk of troublemaking.” Proverbs 24:1-2

Words are very powerful. They hold within them the power of life and death, blessings and cursing, truth and lies. Through the violence of the tongue, an individual can commit murder without ever physically lifting a weapon like a gun, knife, or sword. Their tongue has become the gun, the knife, and the sword. And with it, they do hurt and act out their violence.

Life is spiritual.

There are several realms of existence that we cannot experience with only our physical eyes.

We don’t see thoughts nor words, and yet they are necessary for communication. We don’t always see the myriad emotions of others, and yet it doesn’t nullify their existence.

We can all honestly admit that the very scope of human awareness is quite limited, especially if we only rely on our five senses.

There are spectrums of light and sound that only certain animals are able to experience, for which humans lack the very mechanics of awareness. I make these points to demonstrate to the reader that there are strata of existence, which, though you cannot experience them, are active and experienced by other creatures and entities.

“Sheol and Abaddon are never satisfied; And the eyes of man are never satisfied.” Proverbs 27:20

When someone is insatiable, it means they have a desire or appetite for something that is impossible to satisfy.

The phrase, “Lust is never satisfied” comes to mind.

Lust is a very strong sexual desire for someone or something. However, this strong desire can be applied to anything: lust for money, cars, partners, power, etc. It all boils down to a lack of satisfaction with what is already in the individual’s possession.

If you are someone that is considered insatiable, there is hope.

In order to see your way out of dissatisfaction, you must understand that most things in this world have been made to look like they have more value and worth than they actually do.

What is the origin of lying?

“Death and life are in the power of the tongue: and they that love it shall eat the fruit thereof.” Proverbs 18:21

Words of lies bring death.

Words of Truth bring life.

Let us strive to utter life with the words we say.

What does it mean to be unashamed?

Without a transformed mind, such an individual is without hope of true change.

If you are the unashamed one reading this letter and you desire a transformed mind unto salvation, there is indeed hope for you.

“And be not conformed to this world: but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, that you may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of Yahuah.” Romans 12:2

How can you be transformed and renewed of mind?

“These six things does Yahuah hate: yea, seven are an abomination unto Him: a proud look, a lying tongue, and hands that shed innocent blood, a heart that devises wicked imaginations, feet that are swift in running to mischief, a false witness that speaks lies, and he that sows discord among brethren.” Proverbs 6:16-19

What does abominable mean?

The original meaning is from the Latin word abominabilis, from abominari; ab- ‘away from’ + homine (from homo ‘human being’) — ‘inhuman, beastly.’

Do you find yourself feeling insecure?

“Let Yahuah arise, let His enemies be scattered: Let them also that hate Him flee before Him. As smoke is driven away, so drive them away: As wax melts before the fire, so let the wicked perish at the presence of Yahuah.” Psalm 68:1-2

It is of a truth that when we know who we are and Whose we are, there is no place, yea, no space for insecurity.

When we are thirsty, we are in desperate need of the attention of someone as well as are in need of a drink. That someone and that drink is Yahuah through His son, our Prince, Yahusha Ha Mashiach. 

“In the last day, that great day of the feast, Yahusha stood and cried, saying, If any man thirst, let him come unto Me, and drink. He that believeth on Me, as the scripture hath said, out of his belly shall flow rivers of living water. (But this spake He of the Spirit, which they that believe on Him should receive: for the Holy Spirit was not yet given; because that Yahusha was not yet glorified.)” John 7:37-39

Double-Minded - wavering in mind; unstable; indecisive